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[Jan. 24th, 2005|11:59 pm] |
...-smiles a little- |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2005|10:25 pm] |
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-gives angry frustrated eyes to everyone in the whole world and gives a pointed look at Frank then storms off- |
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[Sep. 9th, 2004|07:04 am] |
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... Sometimes I just think that perhaps it would have been better if I never came back. It's not fair to everyone else here that I cause so much trouble. Migel probably would never have gotten into the state he's in if it wasn't for me... and I can't even help him. I can't do anything... |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2004|10:07 am] |
Hmm... well, Gin has been dealt with... and hopefully he was just bluffing to me. And Risho and Numair, sorry agian for scaring you so badly, you should have known that I wouldn't fall like that without knowing I wouldn't kill myself. I feel slightly off today... perhaps I got too much sun yesterday...
And I miss Migel. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2004|12:07 am] |
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Well, Elora is dragging me off again. -growls quietly- But at least I do not have to endure the ride with the others, Elora is allowing me to take alternate transpertation. Well... -.- and I don't care if anyone reads this and thinks I'm weak for it, but its true, I'll miss you Migel. And I will think of you, and I love you. Have a good time while I'm gone, and no need to be jealous, I promise to be good. ^^ Well, I should go. Uhmm... Later. |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2004|12:23 am] |
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It's been a long time since I've dealt with young vampires. I've forgotten how ambiscious they can be. Keeping my door shut from now on, don't let it scare you away Migel. Perhaps my best path of action is to just accept it. I am more what I hate then ever and no one seems to care that I fight it. They would have me just be it. I won't. I'm just... weary of the battle. I need rest... |
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[Jun. 17th, 2004|01:38 pm] |
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Well today has been more enjoyable than the last few days. Elora convinced me to go to the pool with her. It wasn't too bad. Numair, the little elf boy, kept clinging to me and making me do the various things that there were to do. He almost cried untmc I went off the diving board with him; he said he was scared to do it by himself, then he did a perfect dive off of it. The kid's a really good liar. But he also seems incredibly sensitive. Everytime Joachim tried to get near me, Numair would be there, dragging either him or me off to do something. I will have to admit, I enjoyed doing it. Next time, I hope maybe we can get Migel to come along. |
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| Shine, Baka, Shine!! |
[Jun. 14th, 2004|09:44 pm] |
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I swear to all the gods that the humans have ever worshiped, if I hear the word lord or master one more time, I'm going to die. And then I will kill the little vampire bastard that said it. Sometimes I think about just leaving and dissapearing so that I don't have to put up with this, but when I go to tell Migel, the idea seems totally flawed and I can't do it, and I don't want to go. I actually don't know why I let it get to me so much, but... I just don't want to be that. I can't. -sighs- I need to see Migel. I never thought that I would become so attached to anyone or ever need anyone. Heh.
Oh... and sorry for it being such an unfit time to say it, but Happy birthday, Lacey-chan... |
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[Jun. 11th, 2004|05:00 pm] |
Elora keeps telling me to use this to record my feelings... she knows that when I keep them pent up, Im only hurting myself... and Migel. Perhaps it would be better for me to just open up... but is is very... difficult...-sighs-
Well... first of all... Tsunami. He has let up on physically making my life hell, but he has taken to getting at me behind my back. I don't know what I did to make him hate me, but I suppose nobody has ever seemed to need a reason before. Well... I never... got around to telling anyone what happened... when I went to fight my father. But...Tsunami is a mind reader and he found out... and Tsunami went and told Jress that I killed his father. If I had a chance to explain... but the boy won't let me get near him.
And to make things worse... Elora's new houseguest... knew who I was... and ... it didn't take him very long at all to find out that I killed Dracula... and know... its like a horrible nightmare... I never wanted it to be like this, I just wanted it to end. Why can't anything end up the way its supposed to? |
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[Jun. 8th, 2004|08:13 pm] |
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I can't beleive that I have been coaxed into this... but I will comply. Elora says that its good to do something with your thoughts besides bottle them up. Well, nothing to really report right now... |
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